Bad Thursday Morning.

So, why the fuck am I so difficult? I have serious issues with how I deal with my emotions. What is it because of my monthly disorder? Sure, whatever. Nonetheless I feel like shit, and I achieved in making the person I love feel like shit too. I just need to vent about it I guess. I get so angry sometimes. And I can't even control it, it's just especially when things don't work out . I've got a lot to learn and sooo much room for growth. I'm glad that I recognize what I'm doing, but it still doesn't make it right. Why is it that the people closest to you, you hurt the most? Maybe that's just me, I don't know. Ahhhhh, today did not start out good. And there it is.