still indifferent, its funny.. now i don't know who to miss. Can't miss christian anymore, stephen is out of the question. Then there's Al , and I'm at a loss. I guess I've always missed him, tried to replace him for all these years.. but nothing has ever worked the way it did with him. Ahh, then there's this other dude, maybe I'm just lonely, trying to find some part of.. feeling. Then if i'm actually starting to fall for you, I don't want to. I'm such a confused, horribly indecisive broad. haha.. I do not know where to go from here. BE stronger meagan, call your sister.. bring up your grades, be more responsible, be a better daughter, be BETTER. I don't want to be this way when I'm older. I miss all of them, I'm struggling to be fine with myself, accept it, I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING.
What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
yeah yeah.. love's incredibly cruel.
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