I don't feel accomplished.

I look back on this year and I want to cry. I was held back so many times from experiences.. for what? some GUY? fuck, that. I'm glad I finally broke free from whatever was holding me down and saw light with my girls. I love the people and friendships I've made this year, and I'm sad to see it come to an end AND definately sad to see the seniors, a lot of my close friends, graduate. I'm sadder to see my junior year ending, and looking back wishing I could have a re-do. There's so much I would have done different, but I guess it all happened the way it did for a reason.. so I guess I'm fine with that. I just need to get something down about this year just coming to such an abrupt end. I already miss everyone, and my junior year.
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